BOOM! I'm bored... Where's the fox, dog and fishie when I need them!? >___> Ah well...

I don't know why the hell I'm venting here. Maybe perhaps Tien told me I could. But why really.. haha... So let's start off w/ a little conversation that happened in the morning.

me: ^_____^ hi..?
him:  yes....?
me: err.. I just want to say hi?
him: okay
me: you don't want to talk to me do you...
him: not really..
me: fine. I'll stop bugging you. ¬  ¬ "

and I just went on my ICQ for a second to check for a msg from my friend, and I got a msg from him for that conversation.

him: okay fine then. if you don't care to know why

.. umm.. what? You don't want to talk to me, but you want me to listen? I don't get it. Sure, I care. Sure, I want to know why. But why does this happen every single fooking day. You think of something bad, and I have to reassure you that it won't happen. Blah, blah, blah. When you said "not really", it really shocked me.

.... why am I talking to someone that doesn't even know about this rant.. o___o     /random

How can my day that started out so great, end up with me ranting here in Tien's xanga, because I can't rant on my own xanga, in fear of IRL people. And I can't rant on my own fooking blog because you read it and I don't want you to get even more so upset about whatever you're thinking.


... oy. I confused my self. Lost my train of thought. Might as well anyway. Too much ranting can get me more and more pissed off. Especially w/ my mother on my back.
"STOP SCREAMING!"
wow mom, I never knew talking in a soft tone of voice was screaming. I wasn't screaming. And if I would be screaming about anything, is that you havn't kept that fooking promise you made. What ever happened to moving my computer to my room. I'm still waiting. Don't try and change my inet cut off to 10!. It was originally at 11 and you know it. I'm not that stupid. I may seem that way, but I'm not.

... off I go again. whee. Sorry Tien for stealing your xanga. >P

this is Dai here xanga-ing for Ti-chi ^_____^

I think she needs to organize her colours for her xanga.. >D  [will help her in doing so]

anyways.. yep, her first post... BY LOVERLY ME!! [cough]  anyways.. at least her xanga is ALIVEEE!!

... WATCH OUT FOR THE CRYSTAL RAIN!